my life sucks now lahs its like my most diff time this yr pple appear to be so nice but actually so fake gosh..seriously if this is goin to carry on for just one more month i swear i wil just die ahs . i feel that pple drifting . i dun feel that im drifting. pple say i its i drift away one . heidi,anne,sufern student conselliors den in the hall like damn loner las. only alvina like closer to me the rest all drifting drifting maybe things wil get beta soon i hope . friday i saw him at parkway vanese called him ahs den i faster faster walk away why must he come down pp i tot i had forgotten him but i realize i didnt if i dare den i shld haf stood dare fuck everytink lahs last time if he came down not so bad now he come down oni make me feel worse anyways parkway is so boring now all the pple are missing last time not so bad . so fun lahs . everybod either at classic,macs,hotshots smoking all.shiok man one whole big group so fun las but now go wear oni tink bout the past all in black n white no longer colourful anymore hais...